Friday, February 19, 2010

Flying

I feel like I’m flying,
Living, soaring, I’m doing anything but dying.
Swooping down to have my head in the clouds,
Hearing the wind in my ears, so loud.


Then I remember where I really am,
I’m on the ice, swiftly skating and then stop with a BAM.
Pushing off the wall, I fly once more,
Nothing can get me off of this floor.


Destined to fly while on the ice,
Every minute I’m rolling dice.
Even if I ever fall, I know that something will catch me,
So I can again fly high and be a bird in a tree.


I will never surrender this feeling,
It is so amazingly healing.
I need to be this way,
So I can soar every day.

Friendship

We had our fights,
But we made it all right.


Your advice is so good.
Sometimes I don’t listen when I should.


Through boys, family, and school drama,
You cheered me up by talking about llamas.


Through the fun,
We laughed at lame jokes that will never be done.


You have been there for me,
Forever and Always, that is the key.

Tunnel

They say to keep pushing on,

But it’s just so hard.

I feel like I’m just a pawn,

Being moved again and again.



I can’t find the light,

There’s supposed to be an end to the tunnel.

Maybe they weren’t right,

It takes more than a day to get through life.



I keep pushing through,

Looking for the end.

Someone put me in this tunnel and I know who,

Where is the end of this twisting tunnel?



I still can’t see it.

There is a long fight ahead.


It will be a tiring fit,


For this period of my life.




Please let it finally open up,

Maybe I’ll see the light soon.


I can almost smell the roses and buttercups,


Even though I’m still lost in the dark.




It’s hard to push on and shine.

Sometimes I don’t think it can get better.


I think I’m running out of time,


Until I will someday find the light.

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

Message in a Bottle

Message in a bottle,

Hidden from the world.


I feel like I’m a model,


Waiting for it to unfold.




Trying to look perfect but so desperate inside,

It’s hard to keep it all in.


Wanting to share the secrets that I must hide,


Maybe I just can’t win.




Can I please tell someone?

I’ll be okay if I let it out.


Not many, just one, and I’m done,


They won’t tell anyone, please don’t doubt.